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[Sunday, March 20th 2005 @ 9:28] |
my journal....
is now in a notebook rather online. thank you very much.
-ryan
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[Sunday, March 13th 2005 @ 1:29] |
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the killers. |
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oh jeez. emotions run wild. especially right now. im having trouble. and i need a freind. or two. or three. four would be sweet. five might be too many. six i think i would piss off to fast. wouldnt want to piss off my friends. they might turn on you. turn on you like a bad drinking game. friends you used to drink with, smoke with, chill with, get in car accidents with, cry with, fight with, lie with, skip class with, commit suicide with......... play mini-sticks with.
anyway........
friday night was amazing. i never realized how much of my life could be explained through a walk on train tracks. I never knew most of those things about him.... im glad he's my brother. i wanted to cry. Rich, im the luckies brother in the world. i would die for you man. anytime, anywhere, im here for you. well. im out. peace bitches.
flip a quarter god dammit.
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[Thursday, March 3rd 2005 @ 3:32] |
eh....
mmhmm. nothing to say.
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[Saturday, February 19th 2005 @ 7:31] |
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so the cat has decided to jump on top of me just now and dig its claws into my chest... so im writing while in pain. :/ this week has had its goods and its bads i guess. there have been a lot of ups and downs. hung out with jess a lot, did a lot of nothing a lot, and deffinately did a lot of driving around and thinking about shit. overall, break was a success. im happy, i guess...
i told a dear friend that my life is good as of now, real good. and i dont think i could have been more honest. my life is good right now. very good. everything is just how i want it to be.
im out of debt, i quit smoking, and i have people who care about me (kind of). well, im done... i ran out of crap to say.
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[Monday, February 14th 2005 @ 3:45] |
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i miss you - incubus |
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so today was alright to start.
then it got bad.
I'm sorry, Jessica that your valentine's day wasn't like we planned. i owe you big.
well, im off to work. son of a bitch!
as for Brianna, fuck you... you're boring and lame.
that is all.
oh yeah how could i forget? happy valentines day. :/
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[Sunday, February 13th 2005 @ 10:29] |
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tupac shakur |
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So... good week, lots of shit happened.
next week i have off. cant wait for that.
barbs birthday was yesterday. valentines day is tomorrow.
the worst part about making a fort, is taking it down. i wish i could have been there with you to do that. sorry.
hmm, what else? oh yeah.
The past week has been wierd. been jumping back and forth (metaphor) trying not to trip. here or there? i dont know what the fuck i want. oh well, ill let fate play itself out, it always does.
ryan.
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[Saturday, February 5th 2005 @ 1:57] |
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She's cool. She's perfect. Why god why?
Ugh... I hate having girl trouble.
So last night I chilled with dolphin and some of his friends. His friend has a WRX thats fast as fuck!
Anyway...
yeah, bye.
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| yes. we do die. |
[Monday, January 31st 2005 @ 10:43] |
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eve 6 - heres to the night |
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I miss the old times.
That's all.
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[Saturday, January 29th 2005 @ 6:07] |
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SCORE.... IF I WAS A SUPERHERO....?!
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| MY SUICIDE |
[Saturday, January 29th 2005 @ 5:47] |
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everything zen - bush |
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((((how ironic...)))) ?????????????????????
Life is Love. Love is painful. Yet suicide is swift and sweet.
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